Happy Mother's Day! :)

Hello Mom!

Happy Mother's Day!
That's all I have to say!

Love David











P.S

I always wonder what the cost of being a mother is. It must be wonderful thinking about the physical and mental cost of being a Mother. From the second we're born, we're literally ripping you open for our first gasp of air. Of course at that point we don't know the hell we're doing, and we won't for quite a few more years. Yet we cause demonic chaos in the household, it can't/ shouldn't have been fun as a parent, and out of the ruins you still seem to come out with bright wings on your back. I remember the old days, the times when you were taking care of me in our apartment in China. I remember how Dad left to Canada for a job and I remember how loving of a Mother you are. Then I remember how it must have felt being you. There was no way it was easy, it must have been comparable to being a single mother at the time. Yet all I can remember from that time is the warm and caring Mother I had, you didn't show any weakness, any struggle, any pain. You were the real superhero.

Lets be completely honest, I'm not the perfect son you hoped to raise. I had a lot of problems growing up, I was a trouble maker, a deviant, a liar, and a lazy couch potato. I didn't want to study and just wanted to play all day, I didn't help with choirs, and I didn't get you the "Mother of the Year" award.

Do you remember, the day we sat outside Maggie's townhouse? The day I realized my life was in shatters, the day that I realized my life was coming to an end.

Do you remember, all the times where our conversations lead you to tears?

Do you remember, protecting me from the wrath of my Dad, when I refused to do the dishes, when I failed classes, when I broke stuff, when I crashed the car, or when I was just to stubborn to listen.

Do you remember, all the sleepless night you have just thinking about my future?

I'm sure the list goes on.

Do you remember, all the suffering you went through just for me?

I'm sorry.



What I'm trying to say is, you never gave up on me.

Through all the tears, all the pain, all the heartbreak. There was never a moment that I felt abandoned. Through all the tough times in my life, there was a guardian angel overlooking my life. Taking care of me through all the retarded things I've done. Guiding me spiritual and mentally through all the hardships and emotional roller coasters. I'm so grateful for all you've done. Words aren't enough to thank you for all you've done. Just know that I would not be here today without you.


I can't say, I'm the perfect little demon you wanted as of right now, but I'm finally on the right track.
I pray that you will live a healthy life and grow old, that you will be able to play with your grandson/ granddaughter. I hope that I can someday repay you with all the feathers you shred for me and if that means changing your diapers someday. I'd gladly do it.

Without you, this world would be a whole lot darker.

I love you.

To Live is to Love

Dear Special One,

    To live is to love, that is all. End of Blog :)

Haha, Shortest Love Story Ever!

We met with some weird circumstances. You didn't remember my name and I didn't think that much of you. It was typical. None of us knew we were meant to be with each other and none of us knew we would be going out for 4 years, and none of us would even know what the next few years spell out.
I can't say, things aren't going to happen, because I can't predict the future and I can't prevent fights from happening. But I did make a promise and I know you know which one. I Won't break that promise. I will always watch out for you, always give you my support and always give you advice. Because no matter what, you are a brilliant, talented and caring human being. You're also cute, silly and wild, which makes it more fun for me.

This is starting to sound like a suicide note... So lets rebirth this note :)

^ REBIRTH! CLEVER RIGHT?

4 years honey, 4 years. Its not a magical number but who care! Its magical if I call it magical, and maybe it is a little magical that I have been able to spend all this time with you. The Zombies didn't come. We're still alive after 24 years/ 22 years. and we've been going out for 4 years (that's not magical... cause if it is, it's like i'm saying WOW DIDN'T THINK THAT WOULD HAPPEN) but the time we're had together has been magical (Once again sounding like a tragedy letter). To be completely honest I don't remember a lot about the last 2-3 years... but thinking back to it, I can only think about the happiness I've experienced and how life was awesome and fun and full of adventure. Its a life style I don't want to lose. 

You used to always ask me, "Why do you love me?" and I've always given you a short answer. Mostly because when it comes to expressing my emotions, I am a man of few words.
Yet, my love for you isn't in a few words, maybe a few paragraphs, a few pictures, a combination of a few movies. I hope you understand how much I love you when you look in to my eyes (OMG SO CORNY, can't type this shit LOL >.< ) and when I'm squeezing the poop out of you while we're cuddling. I can't get enough of you, and I can't let you go. 

( US )

Time with you is enough of an anniversary present :)

I'm Cumming LOL OMG JK

My heart bursts with love for some cute sweety pie :)

(I wonder if people read this, at which point do they stop reading this)
Probably now, because they can't stand the corniness, unless your weird 

Meow, WOOF WOOOF WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOF
You understand :)

You're the Ling to my Wang? LOL
The Ung to my Bong
The "Maggie" to my "Waggie"  (<---- totally new word)
(Literally giggles silently for 2 mins here)

All jokes aside though :)
It can't hurt being as beautiful as you are.
There's more than just beauty in you though, I wouldn't want to marry a dumb pretty girl... My parents would probably think I'm retarded.
There's a smart smart engine inside that brain of yours. We'll say I trained it :D
but seriously... the rate at which you learn stuff? Holy shit, makes me a bit scared to challenge you...
The compassion. The Yin to my Yang. how much you care about family is almost scary at times... It's almost like you're a Mother already. (maybe that's why you have those marks hmmm...)

The Sex, LOL next topic
The RIDE LOL Okay seriously man, this is serious, get it together me OMG
The Car rides :D HAHAHAHAHAHAHA Okay done

The adventures, it never gets boring with you around, never. Spending time with you is just fun!
THE GAMING, This is a game changer. I would die if my gf didn't play games or didn't allow me to play games. You play games with me, and you try so hard to play the games I play.
The Sweetest Fucken Thing I've ever seen... GG MAN GG MAN <----- WINNER WINNER CHICKEN DINNER

 Too much words need a picture 

The Sweetest. You taste like sugar... that's weird, cause you taste a bit different... but that's another topic hahaha.................... you are so sweet and innocent. I love seeing so many people looking at you with admiration in there eyes and hate for me because I'm dating you. Haha oh well TOO BAD BITCHES.

I dunno Missy, You always do things to impress me. as if your still trying to win my love. haha stupidly cute. Don't stop, it's cute
That Pout OMG hahahahahaha keep doing it

That Weirdness
YOU AND YOUR SLEEP TALKING!!! WTF you just said "just put it in the laundry, why don't you just... mumble mumble dahfkjaslhfksjadhskjgh" cant understand
The best times I've had is when I get to talk you while you sleep talk haha you wake up still in the dream and then "I'm confused" hahahaha too funny. 

Your starting to whine in your sleep :) I wonder why. Its like your body misses me haha. 

                                                   Another Picture

The Food. Dayum girl you can cook. Of course I cook better :D but it's okay you cook more :D

Our interests are pretty similar. Either that or you make my interests your interests...

Family time. My family LOVES you "when are you gonna get married" "When are you going to have a child" My favorite "having you a child will save you on taxes" 

I can be myself. I'm weird and I'm super glad I can be weird as hell around you.
You have a bright future. I can see it in you. It's time you see it too.

Anyways, I still have to order you present... soooo oops

Love you Babe,

BILL BILL BILL BILL VS the Ham

Well... what can I say... it was not the debate everyone was looking for I'm sure... haha funny how it turned out, but I can definitely say it turned out exactly the way I expected it. Well almost... Mr. Nye did ten times better than I had actually expected and I respect him much much more.

I think a lot of people turning into the debate expected either side to completely dominate the other side... But I'm sure that when both sides are arguing with two opinions with various "black holes" in knowledge there can only be a certain point to where the debate will go.

If you ask me, being more biased to Creationism... I would say that Bill Nye won the debate, but really it's not that case... I think it was more of a stalemate than anything else.

Why? Well no one radically changed their mind... and no one convinced the audience to change their minds immediately after (or I had observed).


What I got and I agree with Ham is that there you really weren't there so you really cant tell. Growing up I've realized that unless you see it you can't trust it and even after you see it, it doesn't always seem to be what it seem. (Which is why I also can't seem to believe in God, because I've haven't seen him in person and miracles can be strokes of luck and coincidences) SO being able to see evolution happen it's a bit hard to believe that it's absolutely real. (As I'm sure that is how most scientist view it {"Scientist"= people who want to learn about the world... specified just for you Mr. Ham!}) However... Nye does a really good job explaining all the scientific evidence pointing to the fact it cant be possible for the earth to be 6000 years old. All those talk about drilling ice, rock layers, astronomy, and tree rings and the math equations proving how unrealistic it would be to have only a 6000 year earthly history. Nevertheless it's pretty hard to debate / disprove when the opponent just keeps saying... well that's how God made it. It's pretty similar to how a child will not be convinced that Santa Claus or the Tooth Fairy are creation until they see that they daddy with his beer tummy and red overalls devouring the milk and cookies laid out for Dear Santa. Or until they see the slutty pink ballerina tutu and old wrinkly legs of the not so magical mommy who's stealthy sneaking into your room trying to STEAL your Gold to be. This is the thought process behind many Christians in our age and THEY'RE INCREASING! OME (as in OH MY EVOLUTION)

I read a lot of people's comment to this debate, speaking out on how Mr. Nye shouldn't have debate again Ham because it gave more credibility to the creationists, but I think it was awesome for Bill to do so. Why? Well think about it... Christianity is increasing, and possibly in the future it will be main religious view in the world. So soon the world will be so much more full of idiots who believe GOD did everything (not saying there's anything wrong with people only believing that the world is only the way it is because God made it that way. Or that there is anything wrong with people believing that their future is already predetermined by fate AKA God's Plan. Or Anything wrong with basing everything off one piece of evidence and having people no challenge the world and why everything is the way it is. OR anything wrong with the fact that stories will logic can be the tree of knowledge, but I'll let you decide what is really wrong {OFF TOPIC})
Anyways back on point... when there is less people willing to challenge the nature of the world, what will happen to our minds in term of creativity, innovation and ideas? Will we even develop anything if we think God will provide everything we need in the future anyways. He will make fish and bread multiply and water into wine once again so why does it matter. Will innovate ideas come to us when there is the thought that all we need is created already and we should be fine with what we have?

Can you imagine a place where everyone believes in God so much? Well you dont have to... There are societies out there that worship the word of God to the letter and look where they are :) Living life i'm sure :)
Enjoying life to it's fullest, eating the best food, feeling the best wind, and getting the adrenaline from Wing suit flying.

So Thank you Bill Nye because you have taken a BIG BIG step into fighting for the current education system. All the other scientists who refuse to debate with creationist are on creationists side because not speaking up for your belief is just the same as accepting that creationist is believable. SO SPEAK UP! Fight for the right to have your children search for the origins of life.

BTW Mr Ham?

• Adam was created from Clay? Which is lifeless I believe... so I believe you just contradicted the Bible?

• Yes the bible was translated many times and now it is american English and every other language... Can you really say that every version has the same translation? Cause every language has a different definition or understanding of a word... imagine the understand of a sentence... now a chapter and then a whole book...

• Really? REALLY? are you fucken seriously Ham? WTF is wrong with you... I can tell your obviously joking but it is childish rude and even retard to keep on saying "Well There is a book out there... that tell us "

• All these dating methods give out different dates, of all which gives a history of more than 6000 years. However inaccurate it might be, 20 million trials (made up #, but could be true) later, none seems to date the world at exactly 6000 years old.

• The Laws of Logic hahaha... Uh i guess it's logical to believe a God... who has never show himself

• Nye based his belief on evolution on various possibilities, theories and evidences out there that support the theory of evolution. Ham? BIBLE IS THE TRUTH AND THE ONLY TRUTH. Do you teach your children to find multiple evidences for a cause and effect or do you tell them to fuck off and believe that God made it that way?

• Are you really going to say that the audience wasn't mostly creationists? Hosting it at a Creationist Museum and getting them to laugh pretty much only at your jokes? Hmm well either way I'm sure you are awarded HAMsomlely for your performance tonight.

• Bill kept asking you to provide a prediction... I think I missed that part of the speech. Can you email me your prediction please?

• I read a quote some where "Never debate with an idiot because they will pull you down to their level and win" Well Bill you managed to continue speaking scientific evidence and with that you win :)

• Your creationist tree of "kinds" is laughable, where did dogs come from? of yeah God! Where did the lizard fish come from? Oh yeah God... Wait so Lizards, amphibians and fish are all... GOD DID IT SO STFO... Okay yes sir Heil HITLER

• Why doesn't people debate with Creationists? Cause GOD GOD GOD GOD GOD GOD GOD GOD And wait for it GOD

•  So here's one for you from Richard Dawkins "But who cares about creationists? They don’t know anything”

• 170 summers and winters every year for 6000 years lol

• 11 new species a day for 6000 years lol Might be a misrepresentation due to Bill's Confusion with species and Kinds

• Human skulls chart? Did you forgot that part?

• Your sources in the beginning? the videos of scientists/ creationists HAHAHA okay give me more please. I want to see who else you can come up with to give more credit lol

Okay I think that is enough for now...

We will let you enjoy your 15 mins of fame before the internet completely dominates you and your Creationist Museum.


From the Internet lol

Nye: The morphological evidence, geological record, the fossil record …

AIG: Bible, bible, bible.

Nye: Not only that, but the DNA evidence …

AIG: Bible, bible, bible.

Nye: Then there’s the scientific method itself. When one considers the evidence …

AIG: Operational science, origins science. Bible, bible, bible.

Nye: Actually, evolution makes valid, testable predictions about …

AIG: Were you there? Bible, bible, bible.

Nye: But with creationism, you don’t actually produce anything of scientific value …

AIG: Bible, bible, bible. Lake of fire!




Till next time

YABBA DABBA DOOOOOOOOO

No regrets?

I've read your blog before and I know you think that having regrets is impossible right?

Well this is my standpoint.
I am who I am right now and I am satisfied with who I am right now. (This does not mean i'm am not trying improve myself, it only means that i don't hate myself for the wrongs i've done)
I believe that every single instance of my life leads to the person who i am right now.
So whether I do things right or wrong, I have learned from my wrongs and if I didn't do what was wrong, then I won't have been able to see what I could have done to have been right. You don't learn by doing things right or you do a bit, but by doing wrong you learn so much more.
Because I love to learn and i don't mind doing things wrong if I learn from them, then I can't really hate myself for doing things wrong.

So why have regrets when I have changed for the better?

Yes, I do wish to go back in time and change the stuff that I had done and do things differently, but I think that with the lessons i've learned, the past i want to change will only make me someone worse.

Keep in mind that this only works because I learn from my mistakes... If I never learn... then yeah... no kidding I would go back and change everything...

As well as, I'm still alive, still breathing and still able to keep improving my life. There is no "Too late". There is only "I am still alive, still breathing and therefore I can change my life."

Remember, It's never too late to right your wrongs

So no regrets. This is the way I want to live and the way I want to die. To live with no regrets and to die with no regrets. But I know if I die now, I will have 1 regret and that is to have not been able to correct all the wrongs that I have done.

I am Vision

Found the secret to inspiration... but have yet to find the secret to motivation...

but then again... is there a secret to motivation? Isn't it just busting your ass no matter what? But that can't be right...

anyways that's not the point of this post.
The truth of finding inspiration? Well you can't just sit around staring at the same stuff all day and expect to suddenly have a vision and have sudden inspiration. No it doesn't work like that... I can bet that all good visionaries travel the world and experience and see many things before they started becoming visionaries that changed the world. I believe that in order to be inspired, you must see things first. Sounds simple enough.
Just like creativity, it comes from things that we've seen but are unable to give credit for. WE combine stuff and poop out stuff which might be new and call it creativity. Inspiration is similar because we see and feel stuff that turn into some vision which we inspire to do.

I am a visionary, which leads me to become inspired to do a lot of things and I'm beginning to take down the notes of the stuff that i think of. Unfortunately the thing going against be is my ability to communicate my ideas and my inability to find motivation to continue and execute the projects. In addition... I haven't won the lottery yet... And the fact that most of my ideas are HUGE and require a huge about of assets to fund makes me less able to find motivation.

Start Small
Well... Laziness > that ^
I also rely on people too much...
I guess I am just purely a visionary... not an executor, not a communicator and therefore I am useless...

You've Found The Jigsaw to my Soul

Maybe when we were created, (if we were created ha) we were made with two pieces of soul. then something happened and our soul were separated and sent far away, hidden, lost and communications cut off. But it's our soul! Its what makes up human, it's what we're send in this world to find. It might be a side mission to our destiny, but it makes up a hella big ass portion of our quest log. What does that mean then? does it mean that we can't finish our destinies without a full soul? No, it just means that we can't fully live our lives until we've 100% completed our missions (ha sounds like a game).

I guess, maybe, somehow, in this messed up world, I might have found my soul-mate, yet I can't be sure. It's only my first, I don't know what real love is, but all I know is the feelings I feels are not fake. It's funny how things come into your mind randomly as some other info would trigger another thought. But I realized it, last night. It shock me, left me wondering, as if i understood the world from a new perspective. Only wish it'll last.

Ha soul-mate, a cracked half of our soul, always searching for the other part. It's been 20 years, maybe it's a bit early to say it, but it could be true. (sad I can't tell if it is, I guess no one really can... Idea: Soul mate measurer haha) Its when we hug that truly makes me wonder... I guess it could be just affection, but we squeeze ourselves closer to each other, almost as if our souls are magnets trying to complete itself but our physical bodies prevent all contacts. Maybe heaven isn't really a place where angel, god and people live, but a  metaphor for when 2 pieces of a soul collide and continues on as one full soul. What happiness would that be. You've found the one thing you've been searching for from the dawn of life. Maybe death is an answer, not a escape, but rather life is. (sounds emo as foooookkkk) Death, a new definition, an escape from our physical prison.

CASA applications are due tonight... I want to run for president and vice president, but I don't know what I should run for. People tell me to run, cause casa needs me. But why do they need me? what can i do on board that i can't do when i'm a GA? It was a question that i asked myself and can't find an answer for and to this moment i still can't. I don't know what i can do differently... I thought of doing less (haha) and tell them I can do more for casa, but when it comes to me, when i'm already so dedicated to casa without being on board, what can i do? I wonder sometimes if my dedication will bring me automatically into a board position, but it won't. My speech (ha what a joke) was horrible last year... i've talked joining casa for a girl, wow what a mistake that was. I guess i took it all as a joke, thinking i was going to get in no matter what... What a dumb decision that was.
well this year is different, i've grown and i've learned. My speech (haha) is well... more or less jokes... although i haven't written it yet... i know it will be more a humorous than serious... Cause that's who i am. And this interview is just a game. a game where you're trying to sell yourself... sell your image to the people who are making the decisions. Lies, not honesty will give u the upper edge. We live is a FUCKEN world where lies and not the truth gives the upper advantage. Where the fuck is all the honest people? On the streets, dead or buried under lies so deep that they can't tell a honest sentence from a lie.
I won't lie, No I definitely won't lie, it's not worth it. I don't need to make myself look perfect to become a president. Cause no one is. We all have flaws, don't think that with flaws you can't be good at something you love.

I will run for casa though, i'll run because it's something i'm doing for myself, and I know i will stay dedicated because it's something i love and something that no one else told me to love. I'm not doing it for others, but rather to help casa grow, to help myself grow. I'm not doing it for my parents (hell if they care), i'm not doing it for friends, and i'm not doing it because some retards are on board right now. Hell I lost last year to a fucken loser... well i guess thats just how life goes. But then again, looking positively, I hope this experience shows the world how horrible this person is. But he will get his way with his life, because CASA's no government, it won't ruin his life... I've lost to this loser... I've let competition get me... I've lost... but i've also learned. And this year will be a success.

Lots of stuff happened, MAASU is over... i guess i should be glad that i don't have to work under horrible management, but it was fun. Meeting Clara Chung and having her know my name for a short while is well a honor. Haha what a clever little girl, memorizing people's names certainly have a positive effect on the other people's lives.
It's too bad that MAASU's over but there will be more fun in the future :) and I look forward to it.

No Regrets

No Regrets 

I’m living with no regrets

Just lessons learned.

Respect earned.

Bridges burned

Ashes churned

Flames with the wicks taken away

Calendar missing the days

My mind counting the ways

That I’m wrong

Never am I right

Right is a privilege

One I obviously haven’t been able to buy

Oh sigh

Don’t cry

Silly child

Do you really think that that prize was worth the trip

Following the rainbow…

Missing all that was on the trail because you were looking for that pot of gold

Did you find it?

Oh well

Maybe next time!

Cause there will be a next time right?

Oh yea…

Nothing’s ever promised.

So was today worth being lived?

If you die before you wake

Do you regret any mistakes?

I’m living with no regrets

Just lessons learned

Because I don’t think I’ve done anything wrong…

Well anything anymore wrong than anyone else…

But I’m not just anybody

I’m David

Big brother

Big red tomato

Best friend

Good good good friend

Good friend

And a friend to many… I’m not just anybody so I’m not settling for what everyone else is doing

Imma do me

They can do them.

I live with no regrets because that’s how I choose to live

I choose not to regret that which makes me who I am

And I am

Who I am

Take me

Or leave me

But never any regrets.          

Awesome Axis of Musical Magic

So recently I noticed that I have been associating the names of the awesome music to the blogs I have written... but so far it's been, well... lets just say! AWESOMEEEEEE!!!! It seems to have matched the context of the blogs I have written :D what a coincidence! hehehe

Cinderella Man was an awesome post hahaha... I really liked it, but I'm sure some people would read it and be all "WTF is wrong with this kid" but yeah... I don't care much for first impressions. It's dumb to judge people on their first impression and it's even more retarded to forever reserve yourself from them just because they seem to act ridiculous or dumb or bitchy. But it's in our minds, it's in our soul and in our hearts. We JUDGE! no doubt about it... not even I can't stop judging. Haha it's almost the opposite for me... I judge like hellllll, but good thing i don't act upon it. I always try to understand the person before i consider flaming the shitznuts out of them or just plain slapping the "PisszNutz" out of them. okay... maybe i won't make peanut butter... but it's okay! At least I can make some Mr. Planterz! Muahahahaha PEENUTZ! Well anyways... Lets talk about the topic of 2DAY! JUDGEMENT? NO suck itttt! it's about the one FREAKENNNNNN bowl of Pho!!!!!!!!!! Sooooo I basically had a freaken orgasm when I took the first spoon full of delicious PHO! GAHHHHHH! Well I had an awesome food coma as well... But it was just sooooooooooooooooooo gooood! I can't believe I never had Pho before this school year... I guess I should thank you for taking me out and introducing me to food familiar to Pho and then Pho :) thankkk! (you know who u are :D)

So... Topic? I have NO FREAKEN CLUE... AND I'M FREAKING OUT MAN! or maybe thats just the sweet Pho that gave me a "pills" (hahahaha L4D :P) effect on me... "PILLS PILLS PILLS PILLS PILLS!"

So I guess I don't much to talk about today... Sad... I guess I'll just talk about my life! (GASP! I do haz a topic!) Okay well... so far last week has been pretty bittersweet I guess... I felt like shit cause I didn't do some of the things that I wanted to accomplish for that week... Now I'm a week behind and I feel like shit again... I guess thats why I've been staying back and having an antisocial stay away from every friend group. Yet this week has also been fairly sweet :) more candy than most other weeks... I just hope my teeth doesn't rot.

But till next week!
HAPPPPPPPYYYY HALLOWEEN!
may Candies Rot Your Teeth, Kill Your Heart and Ruin Your Life.
May Tricks be played, and treats be gifted.
May Sluts be More slutty and Dogs be Cats,
But most of all, May Halloween come and lets us rest.

Happy Halloween boys and girls :)
Only 2 more halloweens before the end of the world :)

Cinderella Man

There comes a time when all i can do is hate... but I can't hate... its against my religion to hate. Whatever my religion my be. I guess I can just call my beliefs a religion, lets call it David's Religion. DING DING DING! A new religion just came up! Now all i have to do is get over 100 follower and the religion will start by itself! Muahahahaha invasion of a retarded religion! woooooooot! 

So today it will be based on my status on facebook! ha what a coincidence hmmm! 

"Some people have no fucken shame at all. Go die" Yes Go die...  Pleaseeeee leave this place... Maybe then our world will be better... Hmmm if only superman was real and he went after the shameless people in the world! Get them together and put the in a deep hole or a gas chamber and massively slaughter those dummies... (OMG WHAT A BITCH, WHAT A HITLER!) omg... get a grip people... I am no hitler... (oh wait yes i am) but I won't kill innocent people (hmm maybe), well it's to better our earth and our race (Oh ahahaha, Me = HITLERZ) muahahahaha rule the world! and then commit sucide! Muahahaha... 

I guess my views in the world are rather harsh... maybe having a dream of becoming president isn't that good of an idea... but maybe I will purify the world somehow if I did... Or I'd make my country a target for all the nukes in the world! Wooooot! What a lovely little hole in the planet. Hmmm having seconds thoughts about being president... I doubt I'll be president... haha I ain't royal blood (oh wait I am...) hmmm... well in the wrong country anyways and in the wrong era as well... 

Being president sucks... Hahaha poor Obama, bet he regrets being president! well, can't guess he would... Damn he's rice and famous now... but did anyone see how much grey hair he has now? Well if Stress and lots of thinking brings a grey head... then i guess Obama is pretty sad right now. But remember before we all voted to elect him to be the first damn black president in USA, I'm sure Obama said we'll take the troops out from Iraq... hmmm I guess sending more people to their deaths is considered getting people out of Iraq! Or MAYBE (for those freaken retards who judge without understand the full story) theres another DAMN reason why he's doing that! Maybe if we take out the soldiers from Iraq, we'll really get blasted so hard, it'll be as if a meteor hit us dead on! Or... maybe we elected a retard... Hmmm funny how that works! I wonder if thats our fault as a country cause we all elected a damn retard... or if its Obama's fault for tricking our asses into electing him... Probably our fault. But i guess we'll just place all the faults on him! yayyyy stress free for all of us! woooooot yay! >.< fuck that bullshit, hell fuck lets just go and get drunk! fuck this shit, lets gooooo Smoke some weed! yeahhhhhhh hell yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! Oh wait... the problems are still there! Oh noes! lets stay drunk this whole time... yes that will get rid of all the problems in the world! woooooot problem solved! YEAHHHHHHH BABY! People who drink constantly - go die... No seriously Go die... Please... I hope something bad happens to you when ur drunk! Yayyyy LETS GO GET DRUNK NAO! YEAHHHHH BABYYYYYYYYY! (F*CK YOU)

I realize that this post is probably going to cause outrage... I don't care... we all have our own thoughts! Haha it's kinda funny cause even when I'm mad and ranting my heart out... I still end up trying to make it sarcastic... hmm guess u can't really ever take me seriously... (ha) 

Do you hear me?

Ugh... I feel so lazy... well that maybe because I sat on my bed all day stumbling around the web.


But enough complaints! Lets get the real story on...


I always wonder what would happen when 2012 came around... Would the world end? Would the Mountains fall and the seas rise? or would we all die a tragic death?

Yes. I know that seems dumb. Why? Cause the Mayans ran out of space on their calender! Oh noes! Oh well... END OF THE WORLD! I don't quite believe that the world will collapse like it did in the movie "2012" but I do believe that something will happen. There are some evidences that lead me to this believe... But not very strong ones... According to one of the Videos that is listed in an older blog. A new age is coming on December 21, 2012. Since we're in the age of Pisces about to transition into the age of Aquarius, I would guess that something might happen soon. Maybe in 138 years (as every age is roughly 2150 years) or maybe in 2012 (then end of the Mayan Calender) either way I can't be sure until the time is really here. 


Stuff that makes it impossible to believe that there will be an end of the world. Mostly from past events such as the Y2K event and the 2010 end of the world event. Nothing happened with those two events. Yet the evidence of a change in our world is evident. With all the new additions from Global Warming, Possible Comet Collision and some other stuff I guess it's a good thing we're doing all that we can to prevent this disaster! Oh wait! thats another planet... Oh well guess we're doomed! 

Well enough chit chat about the end of the world. If the world end I'll be fine with it! I'll probably be living in hell with the rest of life! yayyyyy... but will there be a hell or heaven once earth is destroyed? GASP! maybe hell and heaven is a place where other alien species live! maybe once u die u meet all kinds of disgusting, interesting or exotic species like the Na'vi! (speaking of them... how the freak do they mate!? wtf?) RIGHT! back to earth... I always thought that heaven was somewhere almost the cloud... what will happen when there's no atmosphere!? Will the Angels suffocate? or will God Suffocate?! 


ahahaha imagine that God suffocating! Yup never will happen... but jokes on him if it did! You think it's possible that God might be the leader of an alien race who came to earth to help us grow, physically and mentally? and then left some evidence of the their arrival and people with they're imaginations created what we now know as Christianity? Hmmm "All Excellent questions! Let me get back to you on that!" great thanks asshole...


I don't usually usually blog bout my feelings as I usually keep things to myself and to people who I feel known me for a while. But feel free to ask me, Unless I absolutely am annoyed by you or have a strong dislike towards you. I normally will say stuff to you. Which is why I don't tend to have a lot of personal secrets. So ask :) 


Till next week :D
David 








P.S - Earth's Magnetic Pole Switch another possible end of world scenario that I forgot to mention.

To the Power of Glee

It's been a long time since I've written anything close to a blog. But i'm glad to do it again.

Don't stop believing... Recently I have been falling in love with a t.v show called glee. I guess it's because i love to sing and glee is a great show that inspires people to do something they love. Plus there's a hot cheerleader in there! hahaha Just joking :)

A lot of stuff have changed from the last time I've written the last blog during summer. Most importantly, my attitude towards education, my attitude towards doing things I like (Such as singing, playing the piano) I'm glad that I decided to do these things again. However I do wish I could do them more. Rather than spending so much of my time in ASU, I should go home and practiceeeee! But I have good reasons to be there :) Reasons I can't really say.


Recently I've been trying to write about the end of the world... Haha 2012. Well, I will be writing that this sunday... Hopefully!

Tell next time...

I'm kinda disappointed that I've only written this much... But I promise I'll write more this sunday :D

Oh the Magic's In us all

Magic! Oh how it captures all our attentions.

Well just like magic, she captured all my focuses, all my heart and I guess you can say all my soul.

It all happened before I knew what really was going on, I was still young back then. Only in middle school, a young mind with no experience of what the real world was or like. She came into my world rather suddenly, she was my tutor after all. Filling my brain up with knowledge that I struggled to keep up with. I guess I can say I fell, rather hard, hitting my head again everything possible. Yet I kept quiet, keeping it a secret that no one would know. Not soon after banging my head on the ground, my parents decided to move. And I lost all contact with her. Too bad facebook didn't come out a bit earlier... To this day, I still wonder at that would have happened if I had acted differently and let the magic of words take over.

After 6 or 7 years, I still wonder what would be different. She's 21 years old now. 

This is an assignment we did for Class, but I like it, and so I'm posting it here :)

Titles are always the Hardest. Repost #5

And on the 7th day of the week, you shall take a break and call it a holy day. go home to your wifes and worship them like gods lol

anyways... sunday = SUN + DAY 

                                   SUN = what Egyptians worshiped

                                   Day = Day

Holy day = Sun Day

Christian = Sun Worshipers?

 ERROR ERROR CALCULATION IS INCORRECT, LOGIC IS INCORRECT, VATICAN RULE.

so yeah i took a break yesterday and decided to not write my little thoughts down, figured it was the Sunday... but really i just didn't feel like doing anything thing... basement is hard work! lol 

excuses excuses... lol w/e 

soo i had a topic i was thinking of day... but kinda forgot it... Oh right... Phobias hahaha, this should be fun...

Lets start with a phobia that i'm sure everyone knows someone who has it

ARACHNOPHOBIA! Look a SPIDER on the ground! 

Uhh it's not a tarantulas, it's not a Black Widow, It's not even poisonous! ohhh okay... it is... but it's not deadly enough to get u killed... all it will do is bite u... and probably cause a little mosquito like bump on your skin... IF IT CAN PENETRATE IT... Maybe it's because they have a gazillion eyes (mostly 8) or they have fur on their legs or maybe because they have weird bodies! Or maybe because u just think they're JUST PLAIN UGLY! well i have to say they do look weird, they are mysterious, but they are nooottt UGLY and definitely fascinating. 

Chances are... I would be shitting my pants if a black widow climbed up on my back... but a little spider? a harmless little creature that will do u no harm at all, let me say it again, No Harm AT ALL! How could u hate that? and Squash it like it has no Life or no meaning to it's life?! It's close to killing a Baby with your feet! Baby = Harmless, Tiny Spider = Even more Harmless! 

WHOA DEJA VU!

Next time instead of going berserk on a little spider... please remember that u look silly when u do it (cute sometimes ahaha), spiders are very friendly little helpers (they kill annoying mosquitos! Less spider = more mosquito bites!) and that spiders will not harm u (except the poisonous one, then u have a right to pierce our ears with your scream)

Phobias in general all seem pretty silly to me... i know sometimes they can be caused from a childhood experience that u have long forgotten. Those memories live somewhere deep inside your unconsciousness... But it is not your unconsciousness that is in control, it is your conscious side... So next time BEFORE you start screaming your lungs out at the sight of a little spider, remember that it is your friendly neighborhood spider and keep your foot away from killing the little baby, or else the mosquitoes will eat you alive!

Random info... 

     People who eat more bananas get more mosquito bites!

    In Australia, people worship a religion called "Jedi"  with over 70, 000 or 700,000 (forgot which one it was) followers!

    In Davids house, David worships a religion called "David" with one follower but its expected to grow at a exponential rate of 1!

Yours Annoyed (but happy) 

David the Random Useless info guy.

Family Man. Repost #4

I watched The Sorcerer's Apprentice yesterday and I lovvvveeeed itt. Good story line, good ending, good apprentice and a good villain!... A good villain? What! Yeah... it's probably because he's a Disney villain... hahaha, i have never seen a real killer in disney films... Probably cause it's intended for little kids... But isn't it better to teach kids the truth about the real world rather than hid it from them to learn it themselves? Let them learn the real meaning of a villain, the viscous cycle of life, and the things that will keep them on their toes. Ha what a messed up kid that'll be. 

On all accounts, I'd never teach my kids anything about the real world until they're ready for it. Truth is the world not all filled with violence and hatred. It is also filled with love and passion. So let the kids dream on about sweet things and things that won't destroy their precious childhood, and once they hit 15 or so... MUAHAHAHA LOCK AND LOADDDDD

I've always wondered what i'll be like as a father, Probably end up copying my father, as they say like father like son... Well I don't care, I love my dad. He's always taught me me things no other father would have. I guess thats why I know so much and am always curious to learn more. Thanks to him, I've learned to use my mind whenever a problem arises and use my experience to do the things that i know. Yes, sometimes it's annoying for him to tell me to do all these stuff, but I understand why he's telling me and why he's forcing me. After all it's for my own good right? 

haha My mom? well she's caring and loving like all mother should be, Shame on you if you aren't caring and loving. It's always nice to have both parents, well especially in my family... My mom seems to balance things or at least calm things... but when u get her mad... oh ho ho ho... good luck child!

I've often heard people complain about their parents and hate them... I guess i'll never really know what that's like. I'm sorry for the loss of your precious childhood. But u grew up and you're great. You have friends who are basically your family maybe even closer, so stop complaining and get on with your life. 

Your Truly, 

David... The Family Man hahahahaha

Whole Lotto Luv. Repost #3

(12/15/2042)

Dear Santa, 

This year please bring me a girl who is intelligent, cute, funny, pretty, fun to be around, and of course cunning. Please bring me a knife so i can stab myself when things go wrong... O.O >.< O.o o.O T_T -_- 

Thanks Santa

(12/26/2042)  (assuming we don't die from 2012, or global warming, or Radiation poisoning, or zombies, or aliens or the 2nd coming, or the 2nd holocaust, or the oh i dunno, maybe (insert random bullshit) *like Santa Going Mad and throwing bombs from his sled (HO HO HO, go die muahohohohoho) 

Dear Santa, 

Thanks for the KNIFE! i love it, it even has my knife carved up on it! hahaha but u forgot one more thing... Oh well i'll just ask for it next year! 

Screw u santa.

Hahaha I have no doubt that'll be me in about 30 years from now. Haha 40 year old virgin? hmm sounds fun! 

Okay seriously now... LOVE is the topic on my mind today...

And like i always say Funny how the world works. We love, we hate, we discriminate... mind's wondering off... but anyways... the way we as humans love each other is ONE of THE most CONFUSING things EVER. 

Okay i lied... the main topic is actually Marriage...

Well it's "funny how the world works" we get married and we live and we divorce and we die... LIFE = unfair much? yeah well u can't really do much about it... sadly.

I'm mostly against marriage, I think it's unnecessary for people to announce an vow in front of everyone, unnecessary to have a ring to prove that we're taken, unnecessary for a certificate to make them feel uncomfortable when they cheat on each other, and unnecessary to have marriage as the final step in a relationship. What does a certificate really prove? That u get tax benefits for having a girlfriend who's willing to stick around? That your love is bounded only because a retarded and useless piece of paper exists? No Bullshit, screw that. Our love isn't determined by the 10 by 8 or 12 by 8 or whatever by whatever piece of junk. It's determined by our trust in each other and how much faith that the other won't cheat, won't lie, won't judge and won't leave. 

If you ask me, I'd say Marriage is almost like a trap... you go in and it's almost impossible to get out.  Yeah... people still divorce, but do u see the people it hurts? what about the sons and daughter? the families and friends... and next day you find out that they're already with someone else! Wheres the knife that santa gave me? here u need it? yeah have fun!

Man I must be emo tonight or something... (no worries, i love life to much to die... Which i should mention... WTF IS WRONG WITH PPL WHO COMMIT SUCIDE! They are the real quitters... they give up, simply because they think nothing will change, it's to late! well you're wrong... change isn't going to happen if keep doing the same thing, you have to take chances, live a few hardships, but eventually life'll change, it'll come around into your favor as it always does ( unless you're one unlucky SOB). so keep living... especially if you're young and if you're young >.< (DOUBLE) = (DOUBLE the truth) ) 

Didn't write much today... :( 

Yours Honestly, 

Mr Davido the Emo